Today Lord may we not forget who YOU ARE!
If true of your moments dear Saint, please join me in my hearts honest cry, knowing by the end we are able to be loved by, and, in return, love our Jesus <3
My flesh has won, my mental mess is back. The enemy has sifted me by heaping upon me… fear, unsatisfied yet justifiable emotions and selfishness. This is not serving me well. You’re LORD of all, conqueror of ALL, and I’ve lost sight. By choosing to not commune with You my flesh has won, my brokenness has taken over, leaving me vulnerable to the enemy and he has had a play day with me.
I am sorry, I apparently thought I could make it through. In this time… I’ve doubted You, who I am in You, disrespected Ryan, lost my temper, served as a stumbling block to another, missed moments with the children and with You. I have lost the true and life bringing perspective You give. There are so many things I anticipate in my heart and yet I let my rational self steal joy and peace from me. Jesus I desire to return to You with fervor. You sustain me and I am yet here to live in and with Your love AND furthermore, let Your love, through me, continue to serve Your Kingdom.
Jesus we, Your saints, surrender all we are to You and trust by meditating upon You and Your Word we will be revived by Your Spirit within us. You sustain us! May our hearts, souls and minds be wakened again for we are desperate for more of You.
Your Loved Ones <3
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